‘You will not beat me’ by Paul

You will not beat me
However much you try
Over 30 years
I’ve suffered 
But you will not beat me.

You tried to take my job 
You tried to take my child
My marriage you took
But you will not beat me.

Lovers came and went
My father died in my arms
Opportunities brought
Fresh challenges
But you will not beat me.

Black dog, always there 
Sniffing in the background 
Watching from the shadows
You will not beat me.

You will never, ever beat me.